Monday, February 22, 2010
Hello peeps! So well like I said the other time, I'm not gonna post but here I am, posting. lol. So yeah last Friday I had my common test for english. I thought it was average,hey my english's not as good as you think it is. Its horrible. I hope Ms Palai wont give vocab test if not I'm so dead. I bet I'll get at least only or maybe 5 marks out of 20 . Ok then saturday , I so love that day. I boy my sports shoe! Ahwhee~~~ ! hehe! I got to buy nike! ahahaha! Nikefree 7.0! yayayay! I could go crazy you know begging to get it. Theres the one abt 200 plus you knw but its so sosos nice. I want it heh but still got my shoe for 72 dollars which the orginal price was 159. gd rite? Then bought my stationaries. My brother being the nicest in a bad way paid it for me but still, its considered as I paid it cos I gave him 17 dollars for it but he paid the rest of the 5 dollars. no big deal. then ate at bbq chicken. I could barely eat my chicken. too many. Then after that there sunday and we skip and then theres monday. Oh wait! It's today! So yeah today there's history. I can't believe it I got 0.5 percent of what i think would be right is wrong. heh. too much for wanting to be a good student who would score A1 by the end of the year, Would I even get all my subjects a? I think not. Geography is impossible! Art is seriously too impossible. Ok then after my test, went home . then ate then I'm here! yay. hah. Talked with hazirah and nurli. haha. cool. Haiya. I wanted to post not about those crap above but i dont know... Just had the urge to do so.nvm. so peeps. I'm ending here! Take care. May ALLAH brighten up your every day.
posted @ 3:12 AM
+ + + Friday, February 12, 2010
Heyhey!Whats up peeps? So how you guys doing there? I hope you're fine unlike me, sicksick,having asthma and runny nose. heh. Just now, me and my friends went to watch a movie; Valentines Day. It funny but akward cos of the kissing parts but overall I thought it was cool. It was cool for the taylors to be playing with each other. lol. After that then me and shaf chased after the bus. she alight at my stop to buy food and I accompanied her. Then after that walked home, felt like electric shock. Felt like passing out. lol. but I dint which is good. lol. Now I'm trying to order food from kfc online but I have no idea how to do it. Have to register and all but I dont care. I feel like drinking coke! I'm just dying to drink one. Haiya. Nvm lah about that. I just want to go and rest. Btwn , I'm not posting from next friday onwards. Common Test coming and I need to revise. So take care peeps! Dont get sick and have a happy chinese New Year and Valentines Day! :D
posted @ 3:57 AM
+ + + Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Heyhey people. I'm not schooling today cos of craps all over my body,could barely walk.Being sick just suck. My dad is bullshit. Bloody annoying. Keep on nagging cos the computer made the tv image shake or idk. Seriously thats so bullshit. He should go to work. I'm bloody annoyed with him at home. lazy bum. everyday sleep. No offence but he seriosly does that everyday like almost the hwole day. watch tv, eat then sleep, wake up at night watch tv then sleep. The same thing all over again. Ish. Then theres my grandmother getting angry for no reason. keeps mumbling things and is unhappy,like I care. I dont fucking care about anyone at home. seriously. It sucks being stuck at home. I'd rather go to school for the rest of my life than staying at home. Seriously home sucks sometimes. Haiya. I heard manutd drew with aston villa and chelsea lost haha! I seriously was over the moon. Maybe nothing to write much about. I dont feel like going but maybe I should go. Haiya. My dad keeps watching stupid things on the television. That lazy bum. I feel like dying. Now at home it stinks cos everyone's doing their own thing. I wanna join sports club like seriously. I've been dying to join one. Man this stinks. I dont feel like I am my own self. I dont know who I am anymore. I should be studying and not playing. I promised myself I wont fool around anymore and will work harder this time round. I'm not going to fail anything. I'm targeting to get top 10 in class by the end of the year. I wanna get in to the class I want. I have to . so I guess thats all for today. Take care peeps!
posted @ 9:17 PM
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Hey Hey people! How was your day? Great? Heh. Mine was normal. I have to go to the bicycle shop cos my brother's bicycle tires burst! He wants to sell it. In the first place why did he buy the bicycle which was probably the bicycle he and his friends traded. It was unexpected to get 18 half for history. That was amazing. hehe. I'm so gonna do my math in minutes time and read my peribahasa but lets all hope my teacher dont come cos I'm freaking scared for the test. Then there was history. Four people used their books during the test which was so wow. Seriously that was unfair to the rest of us but who cares they were scolded by lit teacher so yeah. So I heard from my mom that on sat the whole family is having bbq at pasir ris. Awsome! Common test coming soon. haiya. There's no time for slacking now. Got to keep on concentrating and studying. Library with sec one juniors were fun but I only recognise only two Aishah and ......(I forgot her name_+!) Btwn library yesterday played blow wind blow. Fun but not really as fun as last years. But before that I talked to Mdm Wang. God she's so cool. hehe. Even though her english is kinda emmm.... but she still is cool. lol. so I guess thats all I'm gonna write! See you guys soon then! Oh btwn Manchester United vs Aston Villa on Thurdays but too bad I'm not watching but still VIVA MANCHESTER UNITED!
posted @ 2:23 AM
+ + + Friday, January 15, 2010
hey people! How was your day? So was it great? Hais. I'm dissapointed. tried two times but yet not in. I got no talent, thats it. Feeling sad but no one at home even care to ask. I feel angry and sad at the same time. Stupid brother. Never encouraging like the elder one. He knows I love sport yet say blahblah. Yeah I know you got to have talent and start since young but is it wrong if i start now? Whats wrong about that? I see that its all fate. yes Allah has written that I'm not good at what i desire to be. But it feels heart breaking to know that no one encourages you. My parents dont care. Always say study. Dont care about sports. Yeah all they care is I get good grades and do them proud but what about my desires? Does anyone ever think of that? My second brother is just useless. Useless at almost everything I need help at. Yeah, his cousins he could help but his own sister he could not just do the same. Ignore me. If he could go out with his cousins why cant he go out with me to just buy simple things. Its just unfair as it seems. Why can't he understand me more. I mean im trying to understand him but im giving up. Just giving up on everything. I dont get it why must I just study and have the most lousiest cca ever?! Come on. give me a break! I've been a librarian since primary school and it sucked! Okay it sucks alot! I hate I hate it. When i was dumped in library I practically cried. I dint want to be in it. Sucha stupid cca and its still there. Why cant they just have good cca's? Why cant they just remove library?Damn. I'm so dissapointed. No one cares to understand me. Yeah i know im all emotional but at the same time, I've been wanting this since primary school. If only there was badminton or any other sports, I'll join. Why can't god just give me what I want? Why must I go through all this stupid CCA?! It suck okay! I can't stand it any more. I'm not doing anything in library. Shelve books then sit and wait. what did the teachers do? Can't we go for competitions? Why do you have to have sucha stupid cca? Seriously. Damn my @#$%^&* brother. Damn him. He suck more than anything in the wrold. He could understand his cousin. Wah everything they want he listen. buy this buy that . I got nothing. You just ignore me when I need help. So its fair if I totally ignore you. Man you just suck! Sucksucksucksuck! I hate you for not trying to be nice to me. All you kknow is you go find yourself lah. At least oldest brother is waaayyyy better than you like a million times! He at least gave encouragement but what did you give? You only give your bloody advise and love and care for your goodygoody cousin. Seriously I hate you like alot for doing that. such an idiot man you. I talk you interupt when i say keep quiet you scold me.evertime fight. Whatever. I dont care. I interupt you scold me. what kind of asshole are you? Hey thats not fair. You want to know me be my friend be fair. you're not fair to me than i wont listen to you. I wont listen to you unless you would listen to what i say. Younger children dont have to listen to adult if they dont want to listen to the younger ones. When i tell you my problem you give me advise that irritates me. All i want is just for you to listen. Home is just like hell! WHY?! Cos no one even care about what you want. All they want is you do good things then go university study till you die also they dont care. What they care is moneymoneymoney! Money money money! Money minded people! Keep thinking of money go on think till you die. Everyday think of money. What to do. What to spend on. This cannot that cannot. What not to spend on. My dad is a lazy bum for not wanting to find work. My mother get stress cos all he does is think of money! Money and money. And when people spend more he scolds and say not enough money, Why can't he just go find a boody work?! come on people! Use your brain! Is your brain located at your butt or what?! Yeah i know i suck the most at home. Dont have to tell, I know. If it wasnt for my sister who passed away i wouldnt be living in this world. Thats what mom say. I would be floating in heaven waiting to be in someones womb to be given birth. Sometimes I feel that I just want to give up. all im doing is not what i want. I do this for my parents but for once cant my parents just listen to my desire? I live my life for myself not for them. I dont live for them and i dont eat for them. I dont work hard for them, i work hard for myself. I dont live my life for anyone,NO ONE! I'm freaking angry and sad! Seriously freaking angry!
posted @ 4:37 AM
+ + + Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Hello people! Hows school and everything? Btwn my blog will be "dead" for idk. Im not posting that much. Studying and been busy lately. so take care. Study hard and be stress like me! :D
posted @ 3:55 AM
+ + + Friday, January 1, 2010
Its been a long time since I posted. lol. Been lazy lately. Been playing mafia wars none stop. Man that game is one addictive game , thanks to my bro. lol. nothing much to post but boy did my holiday suck. Read the outsiders. It was a nice book. Can't put it away. lol. Kept on reading and reading. I dont know what made me so intersted in reading. suddenly I miss reading books. And oh well, havent been doing my hwk. Shh. Well see you later then.
posted @ 11:28 PM
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